For yesterday is another story..

This entry was nothing actually to blog about... I just have this sudden urge to jot about it. My 3 lovely kids is sleeping and papa is in front of me. Browsing thru his 'manga'. Which I kinda hate but its his time to release his stress and the fact that he always let me be infront of my laptop.

*Oh ya..he bought me mini laptop for my birthday..TQ laling..

About yesterday.. We went to Tesco Shah Alam so that I can meet this someone for something, and the thing is as important as other thing. So we went there, with the thought in mind that we wanted to let the kids also play around at the playground.

We finally decide to go home at nearly 11 pm and most of the shop there is closing and they had their day. But then I noticed this one shop selling woman blouse for RM20. yes doploh ringgit saje...

So I looked at papa in the eyes and said, "boleh pa?"

papa said, "boleh.." and he smile and begin to pick this one blouse. "Ni lawa pakai santai2 la mcm gi PD gitu.." I like them...

Then I said "can i pick 2 pieces?"

Papa angguk n smile .. (the fact that he carried Rayyan, kepung kakak n Azalea jgn gi jauh, dengan tangan sebelah lagi pegang bungkusan air) but still smiling. Tau papa excited gak. Maybe lama I didnt buy clothes for myself.. ;-P

Mama pilih dua helai saiz 44.. READ.. 44

Then budak yang jaga tu tanya (sgt peramah org nyer),"akak saiz berapa biasa pakai?"

"Ni saiz 44 kak, akak nih saiz 40, 42 gitu dah okey" sambil mengacukan baju ke badan mama.

"Dik, 44 la sebab dada nih....." pastu dia pon...

"Yer lah kak 44 la baru muat"

"kan dah kata.." , mama senyum

And today that's make me thinking, nape la tak jaga makan ya? sebab breastfeeding? Lapo..haha...I gained dlm 4-5 kg lately. *sigh*

Dulu berat masa mula kenal papa is 42 kg only, masa form 4.. Now...hmmm.. make me think, yesterday was really another story

*psstt...papa also gain some weight.. Told you, papa ngan mama mesti naik berat sama and his been complaining.. ever since --> Read here

For ... I AM A TIGER... (Rayyan Turns One Year and 2 Months)

I cant help but love this picture very much...

TiGeR.... we kept calling Rayyan 'Tiger' ... (kakak la mula dulu), dr mlm sebelum tidur sampai la pagi nak hantar Rayyan ke nursery..

Aummmm.....

Presenting to you ---> Tiger confused..
*pelik kot sebab mama jarang ambil gambar..hahah



"kakak, nape kena angkat tangan??"...



"angkat jek tangan, mama nk amik gambar tuh, bukan selalu mama amik gambar.." hahah..



Sayang gambar nih blur skit.... My 3 heart n soul...



Penat posing...



Adik kakak... Dina yang abis ati dgn Rayyan..
Soalan lazim "Mama, bila mama nk beranak lagi..?" huhuuu

For Rayyan Turns One....

There's few friends keep asking for Rayyan picture... So this post, nak penuhkan dgn Rayyan pic since the day he was borne sampai today... insyaAllah... (this will be post-dated post, but I wanna put them as 29 JANUARY 2009, Rayyan is One years old, meaning that I have breastfeed him for whole one year, syukur ya Allah...)Alhamdulilllah...

ON the day he was borned.. Alhamdulillah sihat je 2.88 kg.. Lahir jek terus bukak mata.. Mama masuk labor room jam 9.15, dekat jam 10 dah keluar...jam 10.30 mama masuk wad



Dalam pangkuan mama... muka manja...ekekke



masa kena jaundis..teruk, sampai masuk NICU



bawah sinaran UV...siann..huhuuukkk



Botakkan rambut.... lepas tuh majlis berbuai



Ngantuk sgt lepas kena cukur rambut and mandi...tido jap. Satu2nyer anak mama yang tido mata rapat...



Berbuai dgn Syahmi, yang tua 4 bulan



Hehehe...org kata comey lak dia lepas botak
(gambar nih mama buat wallpaper kat komputer, tepi tuh ayat surah Al-Baqarah ayat-60, utk banyakkan susu badan...masa Azalea mama selalu baca doa tuh. Masa Rayyan mama baca masa pregnant. Alhamdulillah..)



Rayyan dh boleh duduk...duk dlm bumboo seat... Rambut tumbuh halus jek



Kuat nyusu and bergayut...syukur



Gigi tumbuh masa 7 bulan lebih..masa gambar nih dh 10-11 bulan..hehe..kuat mengigit



Hero..

For It's My Messy Workplace... TAG part II

Errkkk....Someone tagged me again... ni ha Kakakku sayang ..Haha actually, tag nih lama jugak terperam, around 5 weeks. Seriously, tgh tak boleh tido nih, might as well do this tagged. Plus, I finished blog-hopping, so you know how its feels after like browsing thru other people blog and see the colorful stories of other people life, then you come back to your blog...only to realised. HAAAA....tak update..update juga..kuikuikui... The plus point to update my blog is, hmmm...ada beberapa org baik hati, letak blog ini dlm blogroll mereka. Maka, sedar la diri ini bahawa blog sendiri sudah 5 minggu x hapdet... But I have very valid reason also. HINT: see previous entry

okey...Dina, Azalea, Rayyan... Ni tempat kerja Mama...

Pandangan dari pintu masuk...
Kebetulan masa ambil gambar ni, baru pusing meja tuh mengadap ke arah ezan, kalau tidak laptop tu, mengadap dinding sebelah pintu. Bila ezan tanya, kenapa ubah meja? Jawapan, dah bosan 3 tahun menghadap dinding...And satu meja kosong, kot-kot student datang untuk bicara



Pandangan dari sebelah dalam...
Tapi tempat kerjaku memang dr dulu tak bisa kemas..



Pandangan hadapan dari tempat ezan, my officemate..



Meja ketiga yang tiada bertuan, kami longgokan file utk Lawatan MQA..



Meja officemate, Ezan..walau camne giler busy ...dia akan kemas sebelum balik...
*I always imagine myself as Ezan and I think I can go beserk ada roomate macam diriku yang..hmmm.. sesekali mengemas??



Tempat kami solat, berdua sahaja dengan ezan...sometimes tempat nap juga..hehe..nampak cozy kan? Adakah nampak tenang sebab ia tempat solat atau tenang sebab ia tempat nap???



Tambah skit entry nih...koridor menuju ke bilik ;)



Pintu depan bilik...



Sekian...

For .....finally....

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.....and there is a saying...that 'a picture is worth thousand words'

so...I need not tell the story rite? ;)

For Change Will Do You Good? ..

'The Change We Need' kata campaign Mr. Barrack Obama. Just now while I lay down and breastfeed Rayyan, something came across my mind. Change... again kata campaign Mr.Obama 'Change Can Happen'. Teringat blog nih... sgt simple, sangat tak de ape2 lah pendekata nyer. But I love my blog dearly, for me that's the utmost important thing (sape tak sayang blog wehh...). I created the blog at first solely as I need a place to pour thought, to put in 'canvas' what I have in mind. There's time when I just sat and look blankly at my blog layout. The thought of changing the layout does come and go, sesekali mcm angin menderu gitu. But then I think, hmmm....like my brother motto 'Let It Be'.. So terbatal la niat nk wat layout lawa2.. Nak tukar gambar Dina and Azalea kat atas tu pon mcm terbantut.

Atau, adakah I'm the type of person who has a very hard time to change? setia? tak pasti. But then when I did blog hopping.. terlintas juga perkara yang sama. Tukar layout? Its like 'To Be or Not to Be' matters. Its like you have a house, and was thinking. Mau cat baru ke tak mau.. Not that I am that lazy to do it. Tapi hati terasa sangat berat. And I was thinking, if I change the layout..because I wanted to change them or because I wanted to let the other blogger 'cuci mata' with the whole new layout? Then, terus lagi rasa tak nak tukar layout, sebab dulu mula2 buat blog untuk diri sendiri. Tak bagitahu org pon ada blog..hehe.. Even papa pun tak tahu, then only find out coz I leave the browser idle.

Actually there's a lot of things in life that I found hard for me to change. My habit for example, suka tangguh kerja. So jadi delayed... pastu kalau org paksa2. Lagi rasa malas nk buat, the more people push me..the more delayed the task. Everything will be 'in progress'. Tapi kalau org x push, pandai lak siap..huhuu...
And I'm married to the same type of person, so memang tunggang-langgang hidup kami. But guess what, I love my life. Even my dear friend Ezni tanyer, 'Tak mo fly ke? belajar oversea pulak?', jawapan no 1 : mmg tak layak rasanyer. Jawapan no 2 : rasa sayang dengan kehidupan sekarang. And if possible, I wanted to stay like this. Tapi mana mungkin kan?

Teringat my very bestfriend Ijah, back then in high school, (kat Malaysia its secondary school laa...pandai jek taruk high school ;p). Masa tu gaduh2 dengan sorg schoolmate nih, she accused me of something. Ijah menjadi peneman setia, we went to meet her. And I explained to her my arguement when then she suddenly said 'kau dah banyak berubah'... And out of blue, I said 'we have to change to face life'. Habis jek sesi buli org tu...oppsss sessi 'slowtalk' tuh. Ijah ckp ' Ja, aku suka la..betullah "we have to change to face life" kan?'..

Err...I think I have to postponed this entry.... haha

For I Always Have Reason

Last friday, like the usual...my workplace sunyi. But I guess, my heart has never been. Even on the day like that (usually Friday) on the way to work I already know, not many collegues will be around... There nothing makes me feel lonely. Maybe bcos I'm sooo used to the fact that most will take day off on Friday. My office is 'cowboy town' on Friday.Memang begini sejak kami pindah dr Shah Alam ke sini..
*depa nih sungguh banyak cuti utk dihabiskan

I signed in my Skype, also to find fews only available. And upon my availability, Dora skype me, and we chat for awhile, and we end up exchange our blog address. *we have exchange before tapi then I lost hers and she lost mine... But what make me write this entry is Dora's entry here. The fact that both of us use english in our blog. Dora fully used english as medium in her blog, while I did use some english but ku rojakkan dgn bahasa melayu.But almost 75% entry in my blog is english.

Why I prefer english... Actually its not my preference, but...its due to the fact that I need to teach sciences in english. And the fact that english was supposed to be the medium in writing, speaking and everything here. I love bahasa melayu. senang kan, bahasa ibunda. But then I need to improve my english. Some people said 'ok la...i do think your english is good'.. Uhhh?? I always think my english is not so good. I have grammatical error here and there. I even usually started my class with english and end up speaking n lecturing in malay. Apa nak jadi?

So i need to improve myself kan? see how i mixed every sentences with malay words/sentences...??

That's the main reason I used english here, use english when talking to Dora n Meg,use english in meeting, even meeting tuh conduct in Malay. I really need to improve my english...harus..harus...huhuuuu