For Rayyan Has This Antics...phewwww

I hardly post anything about me being a breastfeedingmom. I usually keep it around my cycle only. And once in a while if someone asked, I will politely explain about me being workingmom, breastfeeding n pumping at work. But tonight I do think I wanted to blog about this. Its Rayyan..and his antics while breastfeeding...

Since last week, specifically 5 days ago. I noticed Rayyan being sleepy early in the evening. So he will sleep for a while around 8-9pm. I usually come home and directly breastfeed him for no matter how long. And papa being understanding is going to take care of everything while my nursing moment with Rayyan takes place. Usually undisturb. And Rayyan was able to empty both breast since he is 8 months.

And after dinner, he will play around until he is tired and needed to be changed in clean clothes and diaper, usually around 10.30pm. And I will take him to bed, leaving Dina n Azalea with papa. And its either I then leave him to sleep alone (usually this will failed miserably) or I will somehow sleep with him. As the semester has ended, and probably because I have no class, no workload, and not devastatingly tired. I didn't fall asleep with him..

...and now what happen since 5 days ago n just now. Rayyan will wake up, crying like being bitten by something. And he DIDN't want to breastfeed. OMG... whenever I tried to breastfeed him during this time, he will try as much to pull away from me and crying like mad. The first night I thought he was having this colic,stomachache maybe..but putting some ointment on his stomach doesn't relieved him. So I gave him to papa...guess what? He stop crying...

Apa lah...anak jantan mama nih...aiyoo.. Then the next day it happen again and I starts to think that he is fed up that my milk is not enough. I was thinking maybe I should pump earlier than 6pm so that by the time I reach home, my breast will be full again. I keep telling myself, susu aku banyak...susu aku banyak.. And I dont think this is the problem. But curiosity did make me wonder. Sungguh pelik. Nowadays I still managed to pump around 17 oz - 23 oz per day (depends on how many session per day).

And then just now, this happen again. He's fast asleep. And I took the opportunity to surf the net. When I heard him crying, I went to breastfeed him..And he REFUSED!!!.. Even I tried so bad, pun x mo jugak. Pastu baru la...mama perasan. Dia bukan suck then lepas like x puashati. He even wont let the nipple inside his mouth..mata pon pejam x pandang mama pon.For the past 5 days, kalau jd camni mama kejut papa, coz he really mcm nk meronta2 lepas dr mama. And bila papa dukung Rayyan tangkap lentok kat papa, pastu pejam mata.But just now, sian sgt nk kejut papa. so I took him out of the room, bg dia duduk...tepuk2 belakang Rayyan...then dukung pelan2 enjut2 (x leh buat sgt camni still terasa backache). Last2 mama let Rayyan sat on my lap. Mata dia segar balik, I let him look around. Lama skit.. he starts to feel sleepy again, and I take him to bed.

So...Let me guess :

Number 1 Rayyan is having nightmare??

Number 2 Mama busyuk sgt ker? Sampai refused mama dlm mimpi??....

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Alahai anak jantan mama..agak2 ape org lain pikir ya?

For It's For Cancer Awareness

Thanks wawi for sharing this tag with me!
And to all my fellow bloggers who read this message, please feel free to grab this tag, help spreading the breast cancer awareness. Thank you!
This one is all about breast cancer, which everyone knows is one of the most life-threatening diseases today. I’m doing my part in spreading awareness on breast cancer by sharing some scary yet so very true facts on breast cancer. Ladies, do take note!

* One in eight women or 12.6% of all women will get breast cancer in her lifetime.

* Breast cancer risk increases with age and every woman is at risk.

* Every 13 minutes a woman dies of breast cancer.

* Seventy-seven percent of women with breast cancer are over 50.

* Breast cancer is the leading cause of cancer death in women between the ages of 15 and 54, and the second cause of cancer death in women 55 to 74.

* Risks for breast cancer include a family history, atypical hyperplasia, early menstruation (before age 12), late menopause (after age 55), current use or use in the last ten years of oral contraceptives, and daily consumption of alcohol.

* Early detection of breast cancer, through monthly breast self-exam and particularly yearly mammography after age 40, offers the best chance for survival.

Above facts taken from Women’s Health Organisation Forum.

And now here is the tag and the rules:
1. Put the logo in your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who shared it with you.
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs
4. Leave a message for your nominee on their blog.

Now I'm tagging any women who read my blog and really concern in helping spreading the awareness..who knows it might save other women's life by early detection and prevention..

InsyaAllah..

For We Have A Plan, but God Has Bigger Plans

How do I start this, I know if I didn't start pouring this, I somehow might lost this in the middle of My life.

It was a months a go, in a middle of Hari Raya month. I was all set. I informed papa that I wanted so much to attend the gathering or open house whoever invited. No matter who. Asal org jemput je..nak jugak pegi. Papa kata OK, as long as it doesnot clash with family interest. And that weekend I was supposed to attend open house at Ayin's. I promised her.. and CikWawi and Mitu..

The open house is on Sunday, on Saturday I planned a date with papa. I love dating him. So much... All went well except I didnt get to buy what I want, and Kak Linda called to come to our house plus I had this bad feelings that my menstrual period will come..uh uh.. And I planned to call kak Ina once I got home. Mau tanyer kak Ina, mmg sakit perut n sakit belakang ka kalau nk period after months not having one due to bfeeding activities. Sampai jer rumah..Amik anak, I told papa I wanted to sleep. Penat.

And I woke up later...only to find that I couldn't get up. It is so painful.. my back..I was in pain. I didnt cry, but I was so shocked. "Papa, nape dgn mama ni?", papa pun terkejut. He tried to pull me up. But to no avail. "tak leh papa, sakit sgt nih". Ok try duduk.... Lagi sakit. I end up baring balik. Papa said do not move. "mama rase sakit mcm dulu?"... "Gosh...this is more painful than before!"..